duh, monday

I m thinking, is that weekend is the buffer, for us to make up our frame of mind so that we can again put on a mask of nonchalance on monday?

If there is something sickening, yea..that's her, the god damn bitch!

我爱一辈子的人

前些天，每天都会来我家的uncle 东去世了。每次听到身边有人去世时，心里都会有股惆怅感，感慨生命的短暂，也害怕自己的至亲也会在不久的将来在岁月流逝中慢慢老去死去，或一场突来的意外就这样撒手人间了。

昨天我们外出吃早餐，过马路时，一路不间断奔驰而来的车辆，让我们一时间过不到对面。站在马路中的分界线，她突然牵起我的手，眼睛不断张望往来的车辆准备看准时机过马路，我愣了一下，多久没有这样被她牵了，我也不记得了。心里却又个想法，还好我握着她的手时，她的手是有温度的，真的很怕人生中的来不及。

她总是记得我在什么时候需要什么，有时候就连我自己都不记得。她告诉我她只有我一个女儿啊， 那语气好像不宠我宠谁呢？

这星期我一回家就告诉她我很想自己做薄饼吃，她就帮我准备好了材料，薄饼皮村里没有买，她不惜跑到隔壁村去买。制作薄饼时，我们有一下没一下的闲聊，我突然就很不想回KL了... ...

New Year Resolution

1) lose 5 kg

2) pass exam

是时候

也是时候了，有种孩子长大了，要飞了的感觉

吃味是难免的，何尝又不为你开心？

是时候，就放手

反正不过就是，谁先转身离开的问题罢了

Serene Saturday Afternoon at Starbuck

I have been stuck at chapter 10 for quite a long time, and I knew that I cant procrastinate anymore. AND I was pretty cleared that staying at home would not be helpful to my study, instead just have another FB day only

It's an event-less afternoon, weather is good, everything is just so nice, I packed my study material and headed to low yat Starbuck without further ado.

Ordered 1 cup of my favorite Starbuck less milk more coffee Dark Mocha and picked a corner seat, I hanged out there for about 3 hours, it's a fruitful day, at least I managed to finish my chapter 10 eventually;)

When tired of studying, I can rest my eyes seeing people walked by, the kissing couple, the smoking man...indulged in my own imagination of their stories and smirked XD

Enjoyed my serene study time in Starbuck very much, the only bad part is that I CANT GO TOILET!!! damn, being alone is like that lo..no one take care of your belonging..sigh...Gotta find a partner who really want to study to go along next time :D

刚和同事唱完k回来，打开FB又看到谁谁谁in a relationship, 再面对一屋的寂静，突然觉得很空虚。也许是时候找个伴了。以前都觉得一个人可以很好很自由，今晚却有点落寞，我承认工作很多书读不完最近很压力，想要放假却因为有限期的工作堆了一堆，想桥日子都难。今早才在office发了顿脾气，刚刚唱k气氛很好很high，一天下来心情起伏落差很大，脑子有丝混乱了，冲个凉后，还得继续工作，可怜啊～

让 The Band Perry 的 "If I die Young"陪我度过今晚吧. 如果我死了，也要流入大海，小小满足我想要无拘自由的因子，随波逐流～

交心

记得小时候防备心很重，说过要当个不交心的人，这样就不会让人找到弱点了，但是在不知不觉中却也交了那么多心啦，人生啊，总是和自己预想的不一样，哈哈！

一个人的时候就和自己对话，自娱啊～

有人时就交心吧，毕竟人与人之间的缘分总是那么的短暂，此刻不珍惜待何时？也许数十年后见面，认得出脸要打招呼时却喉咙卡着，就是叫不出名字了。没有这样的经历吗？我有。